Just need a moan.

So, its 5pm on a Wednesday evening and I am so close to giving up the day job (Lecturer) and taking some early retirement, but I then think about what I would do, well there is the Guitar building, I could do that, I had 5 weeks off during the summer, you remember summer it was on the 16th of June, but after the first week I was aching to get back to work, the guitars are a hobby, I could do it when ever I liked, not about money, just me having fun, but teaching, I love it, its rewarding (not the pay) and I get home feeling that I may have made a difference to some young persons life in some way or other, but, at the moment the short sighted arse holes i.e. senior management who couldn't manage a piss up in a brewery, just don't see that they are in danger of fucking the college and all of us up, the new Principle tells us 'Enrol as many students as you can, I will give you the staff and resources', lying little shit, we have enrolled 30% more this year, we need extra computers and another member of staff to accommodate the new cohort, what do we get, fuck all, he has lied to us and he don't give a shit.

So, at this moment in time I am thinking enough is enough, maybe its time for me to move on, but then I think what am I going to do?  No one is going to employ someone my age, I am too close to retirement to make it worth their while, so, I need some time to mull over my future stating now................