4 times, 4 fucking times, that how many cancellations I have had to my operation, I am waiting for surgery on my neck, I am in constant pain, have not slept for years because of this problem, in November last year the surgeon noticed spurs and a lacking cushion for the vertebrae in my neck, the nerves are trapped and I am in agony, but I am told that I am a non essential or urgent case as it is not life threatening?

Explinations are, other more urgent cases and the government issues?  WTF, so it looks like I need to be near to death to get this op, if it carries on I will die of old age before I get this surgery.  

Pissed off, angry, and Fucking annoyed.
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On the 6th attempt to get me into hospital the surgeon doing the op booked me into a private hospital as he could not get me an operating room on the NHS in the near future, so as I rtype this I have had my operation and it seems to have worked (I won't really know for about 6 months), however I am now happy that it's done.  Thank you Mr Rikin Trivedi.

So, I have just found out you should never start a sentence with So, So I have bad grammar, don't blame me I never really went to school, part time more like, anyway.
I have been off work now for 3 months with a neck issue, something to do with a C7 spinal malfunction, LOL, but I have an operation lined up for this Friday, lets see if the NHS cancels or not?
I have been itching to make some guitars, but I have not been able to due to my neck, so getting frustrated quite a bit.

Women, I think I need a new woman, I can't be arsed with dating sites, nor Tinder or any other sort of dating thing, in the old days we would go to the pub and pull a girl, they would be doing the same thing but now it seems to be all about getting blind drunk and making a complete arse of yourself, I passed a pub at midnight recently and noticed several young girls underwear around their ankles laying on the pavement? what the hell is that all about?  most can't stand up and those that can need a friend to assist them.  So where does that leave me, well it looks like a chance meeting or someone at work, neither of those options appeal to me so I will just have to wait and see, I am getting old now so the  chances of me pulling a nice young girl has gone, I will have to do with the 30 somethings.
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